It's no secret that many of my girlfriends have played witness to my less than respectable behavior over the last 4 or 5 months with a certain individual who shall remain nameless for sake of privacy, although I really don't give a damn about protecting him, but that's beside the point. I had a revalation this past weekend after what would prove to be the final straw for me. In all honesty, I think it was his usual display of just how little respect this douchebag has for me, and I'm not sure what clicked in my mind, but something did, and with that mindset, I decided it was time for a little house cleaning. And so, Sunday morning, I awoke, picked up my lifeline (the trusty pink Palm Pilot phone) and deleted the asshole's number from my phone, as well as all traces of his text messages and other various forms of communication. I'm done being a doormat to his self centered arrogant ways of treating everyone around him like a pile of horse manure (sp) especially me! Perhaps he's genuinely a nice guy to his friends, but the behavior he exudes towards me is nothing short of just play rudity, and I'm tired of it.
Not even sure if rudity is an actual word, infact I'm quite sure it's not...but since this is my blog, I am more than entitled to make up my own lingo as well.
Rudity (pronouced like nudity, but with a R at the beginning)
Defined as one's display of unjust or downright mean behaviors.
Feel free to add that one to your vocabulary, I plan to as well, before you know it, all of your friends will be using it too, just you wait and see my friends :) Okay sorry I'm getting sidetracked.
Point being this, while I'm not fully convinced I'm really cut out for relationships, I do know that at the end of the day I still deserve to be treated with respect, and anyone who does not, can :::insert catchy tune::: "Hit the road jack, and dontcha come back no more, no more, no more, no more, hit the road jack..."
Yeah, that was a little cheesy, so on that note, I'm now going to sleep.
Love your life, and your mother (not sure where I was going, just wanted to throw in a mom comment there for some reason.)
Mel xo
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I'm sorry to hear that :( We've all been there though, I'm glad you realized you're better than that!! Feel free to drop by my new house in Cocoa Beach anytime you need a friend!
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