The Truman Show

I might not be as funny as Jim Carey, but damnit I still feel as if I'm stuck in my own version of the Truman Show!!

This will be quick b/c I need to get to bed.. but I just want to once again express my frustrations on men. I sware to God, I think that they are all the same. Every last one of them. I'm about 99% sure that between the years of 1980 and 1984 mother nature produced an abundance of the males species who were all preprogrammed with a genetic mutation which makes them either "emotionally unavailable" or "not in a position to date." Which in simpler terms might as well be "I think you are a nice girl, but I just don't want to date you for X, Y & Z reasons." (Of which I will also never tell you.)

Incase you are wondering where this came from, my blog that I wrote last week about uncertainties with a certain person have been unfortunately answered. As I'm sure you can guess, I've just added yet another guy friend to my ever growing collection of them occupying the contact list of my cell phone. I'm contemplating if possibly I can start to sell some of the less deserving ones off on eBay or maybe even trade them in for my summer school textbook that I need to purchase. :::sigh::: I sware I'm about 10 minutes away from giving up on all men.. I think that I just need to stop giving a damn about their feelings! I'm tired of wearing my heart on my sleeve. I'm learning that it's kinda like wearing a red shirt with a target painted on your stomach. You are just giving any male species with a penis the appropriate location for which they should punch you at...as all of their predecessors have previously done as well.

You know, I'm not really sure how it's fair to me to continously hear the same damn thing over and over and over again!! I'm so discerned by it, I don't even want to discuss it anymore. Maybe I ate children in my last life or skinned kittens of their fur, I mean really there has to be something to begin to explain this shit-ass dating karma that has forever surrounded my life for the past 9 years. I mean it's not even funny to joke about anymore, it's upsetting.

I think that I have decided I'm giving up on men for awhile again!! I'll re-shift my focus to the gym and my education which are both more beneficial to me in the long run. Right now, so far as I'm concerned guys are pretty f*cking useless and not at all beneficial to me for even the slightest miniscule aspect of my life!!